Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Countdown Till The Wedding

    I cannot believe my son will be married next week.  It all seems very surreal still.  I can't figure out if I am in shock of how quickly this went by.  Almost 27 - my man!  It only seems like the other day and I was baking cupcakes every Friday for football dinners.....then I blinked!
    I have so many mixed feelings still - like it was all too quick and   I am still trying to "catch up."  Some attitudes are still WEIrd and troubling me.  Sammy isn't anywhere near as  excited as I thought she would be and I don't understand why - other than I know she feels Ann doesn't "share" her brother and thinks that she will see him even less when he's is married.  Mike has been wonderful and supportive - I love him so much for that, he really IS my rock.  And I am grateful.  It all begins next Thursday!  I don't know if there is something I should be doing or not??  I am anxious.....